Thursday, June 10, 2010
I guess it is time again to put that "Help Wanted" sign in the window.
Have you ever had the urge to just jump into your car and blast music?
Like as some kind of therapy?
that just totally happened to me.
Being the Gleek I am, I turned the Glee songs I have on full blast and on shuffle and cruised the streets until I felt I had sufficiently destroyed my voice for the night.
It was so relieving.
I didn't realize I was under so much stress until the past couple of days.
Since the beginning of the year this is what has happened.
1. I was basically told I could no longer go to school because of financial aid.
2. I changed jobs. I went from a really bad one to a really awesome one.
3. A good friend of mine committed suicide, which drudged up memories of my 2 other friends that took their own lives.
4. I lost my health insurance and got my own health insurance with my new job, only to find out that I could no longer go to the doctor I've seen practically my whole life.
5. Having a new job and trying to be good at it and not get fired is stressful in itself.
6. I'm beginning to have health issues, probably related to stress.
And thats all I can think of as of right now..
but isn't that enough?
While I'm happier now than I've ever been, I think I must be maturing/growing up in a way that I didn't think possible. I'm trying to take my issues and be proactive instead of being a negative nancy all the time. I do NOT want to be a negative nancy.
So, what do you do to relieve stress?
sing in the car?
scream into a pillow?
I'm looking for another method before my body really starts falling apart.